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Two children are still enough, sounded rational argument on the idea of having a third child. Difficult we entered the apartment, we would not have so much time for older children, we were limited in their activities, war of the roses maybe we do not have even enough money, etc. Yes, I understood it. Still, I hoped every month and have continued to calculate when the baby is born, if by chance we succeeded.
In February, I found out that we succeeded, and oddly enough, I was taken aback. Suddenly came all the reasonable doubt as to how we can do it, I had a new job, I felt too old (almost 36 years), how it affects marriage and family life ... After two days, my dream came resolving - no worries, somehow was somehow to me and all the concerns actually fell.
This was followed by a beautiful nine months. Increasing age brings war of the roses with it the advantage of a certain maturity, experience and perspective. I refused all genetic tests, because from the beginning I felt the baby so great love that the results would be the same for me had no meaning. I could see myself as a facilitator in the implementation of some higher purpose - when it does happen (despite our caution), it certainly has some reason that I do not know. I believed that everything is as it should be, even if it was by the standards of our society normal.
On first inspection, I went up to the 12th Week. I let you do an ultrasound to know where the placenta and if there's one baby or more. I saw the first peaceful baby began to throw them, and I felt that he really ultrasound is very annoying. More I then had them (one even at the end of pregnancy in the hospital).
It was a wonderful, war of the roses with a baby I talked, painted it intuitive drawing, I was looking forward to it. Every day I enjoyed. Gradually matured in me and the decision to bring a baby into the world at home, in the family circle, naturally and with love. I found a very nice and helpful midwife Jane. I have been truly excellent tour guide at the end of pregnancy, great support and supplied me peace and faith in myself.
The previous two deliveries were always a few days before the calculated date of birth. Therefore, this time I also expected that childbirth comes first. The term was 18.10. Since October, I was actually ready to give birth. But the days passed, the time I already knew every morning that today nothing again. Belly descended and I was getting war of the roses better, I even feel pregnant again gradually go away. Have I even breathed and slept well, rose appetite. He came in November. The baby still inside. It seemed to me that I still have stomach for Christmas, if still nothing war of the roses happens.
Then I finished 42 Jana week and told me that I must pass to the hospital. While that is all fine, but it is simply a rule and it could be risky. The idea of giving war of the roses birth at home with me disappeared and I obrečela. What I did know was that if the baby is doing well, I do not labor at any price rise. But what to do? I did not think to check into the hospital the doctors will not do, despite my opposition to Hamilton's touch. Go there and refuse internal examination? Yes, it was a possibility. But I also felt that it would be a struggle. Pressure war of the roses from health care, which I did not want to face. I've experienced several times during pregnancy by refusing examination (I did not want ultrasounds, monitors, genetics, test for diabetes).
John got an idea, go to the hospital to check in Vrchlabí. There are also open to alternative approaches. First I made a deal over the phone that we would arrive on Saturday. I let you make the first monitor for the entire pregnancy (I was 42 +2), and let him investigate. Everything was fine, the doctor war of the roses was useless and do an ultrasound and flow of the placenta. Should I watch movements and control come Monday. I was relieved. war of the roses Do I have time.
In the morning I began to feel the first contraction. I was very happy and enjoyed the fact that it has finally arrived! After breakfast we took a walk through the woods. Trees were colored, it was damp and fragrant leaves on the ground, roaring down stream. During contractions, war of the roses I relied on the trees, war of the roses I sang, I looked forward to. In the hotel we packed up the fact that it is possible that they will come back and we went to check into the hospital. Finding assigned, it seemed that indeed I am born, so we stayed. Midwife I gave birth plan that I wrote for sure in advance.
We were staying in a room that was not beautiful, but I modified it. I cover television, furniture moved a little, so I could walk better, lit lavender bar. I went and sang, after a while I got into the shower. I sent my husband away for a while, I wanted to be alone. Midwife from time to time came, listened to the sounds, she asked if we needed anything and left. Internally investigate me, just as I wanted, for a period of one to find out how labor progresses.
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